peanut is loving soccer. what a fun moment to realize i was on the side-line for my kid's soccer game. i'm a soccer mom! he was super cute. loves guarding the goal, trying to figure out passing, and is able to rejoice over another teammates scoring....he is a good team player. i love seeing his heart grow and expand as he engages the world that is daily getting bigger. then there is little bit. who is trying to refuse engaging the world at all. during soccer today, he sat on the bench. he refused to enjoy himself. hum.....can anyone say stubborn. his heart is in a rough place right now. he wants to be a big kid but has had lots of changes to his world that i think are leaving him insecure and nervous....so he digs his heals in....against us, the soccer coach, and school. i realize what a battle it is for my kid's heart. i fight to help him against himself. praying for grace, wisdom, gentleness, firmness, consistency, cuddles.....with every step of the way. boy, he can be...