i cheated on him

it was more than i could resist.
the pampering...... the quietness.....
the escape. the undivided attention.
it was blissful.
my children didn't even come up.
friends, books, the city.
adult conversation.

and the massage.
it was too much.
the nape of my neck, my temples.
i was in heaven.
i could have fallen asleep there.

i know he'll find out soon enough.
i can't hide it forever.
it will be written all over my face.
the way my hair falls.

but does he expect me to be faithful all the time.
well, when i say it out loud it makes it sound worse.
but it was free.... a gift certificate.
who can turn down a free haircut?
i mean really!!!
shlomy, please forgive me.
see in three weeks for color!